I live a lot in my head. It’s exciting when I get to let what goes on in there extend out into the real world. Today helped remind me of who I am. Productivity gives you a good feeling. Balance is a key component to fulfillment. I am blessed to have so many great things, and people, in my life. I won’t let those things slip away. I guess I used to think about love in the same way that I used to think about how cool it would be to be Spider Man: I didn’t know exactly what it meant, but I was attracted to the idea. This must be one of those rare occasions where the reality of a situation actually exceeds previous expectations, tenfold. This is the best kind of love I could ever imagine. It’s easy to get lost in what you have, and then lose it all. Luckily, I caught myself before I could make such a mistake. Learning a valuable lesson without the nasty parts is relieving. I’m excited to make some music this summer. I have a good feeling.
What am I doing. I’m acting like a fucking chicken, running around, with its head cut off. How did I lose hold of the most important thing? But, I didn’t. This moment is temporary. I know better, and that’s why I still feel alright. I’m reevaluating everything now. I don’t feel empty anymore; this is nice. I just need to focus and get organized. Without proper balance, nothing gets accomplished. I needed that slap in the face. I’m awake again now. Rise and shine.